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Monday, May 5th, 2008 10:53 PM

First and Lasts

Taos Inn Sign and PatioWe like to get up at the same time in the morning. We both need good, strong coffee. Neither of us like fast food, and we both like singing harmony to each other’s songs. If we’re not soul mates, we are at least meant to be touring partners. I had such a great time with Beth Wood, playing shows, commiserating over the bad ones with wine, cheese and late night TV, or celebrating the good ones with a high-fives, local brews and pizza. The altitude and dryness wore me out, but Colorado and New Mexico were just gorgeous. Snow and mountains and adobe houses. It’s like another world only a (long) day’s drive away. Can’t wait to do it again!


I had pretty much sworn off ever entering another songwriting contest, but an unusual series of events led me to be a finalist in the Songwriter’s Serenade at the Fiddler’s Frolics Festival. I was such a nervous wreck about this thing, I know I won’t enter another. I thought I had convinced myself that these things don’t really matter; it’s just the a couple of people’s opinion of what’s good and whether you win or not, it doesn’t really mean anything. But I did win and I have to admit that the $500 prize was really nice. And I have a feeling that convincing myself that winning doesn’t mean anything is more pleasant than convincing myself that losing doesn’t mean I’m a wretched failure who should never sing again. It really cracks me up when people suggest I should go on American Idol. Not only could I never belt like that, being criticized in front of millions of people every week sounds like torture. No thank you.


Two days after my last songwriting contest, I hosted my last open mic at the Cactus Café. Lately my schedule has kept me busy and out of town so much, I wanted to make room for a new host who can dedicate more time to making folks feel at home when they come to play that amazing-sounding room. The whole night was fun and emotional, especially after too many gin and tonics. The best part was when our sound engineer, Jack, sang on stage for the first time and dedicated “Don’t Think Twice, It’s Allright,” and everybody sang along. Awwww. I’m gonna miss that Monday night hang out…


Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008 4:22 PM

Set Lists

I wish I had time to write more, but I’m very busy today. I’ve got to make my most upbeat, funky set list ever for the gig tonight. I’m playing at the club where the Rebirth Brass Band plays every Tuesday. How do I get into these situations?!

Maple Leaf Bar Sign

Here’s a kind of set list I made last week. The song order for the new CD:
1. Another State Line
2. The Easy Way
3. How It All Started
4. My Miner
5. Let The Lover Be
6. Flying
7. Beware
8. Just Let Me Go
9. Get It and Go
10. Sorry
11. Born Again
12. Last Waltz

Can’t wait to get it to you!


Tuesday, March 25th, 2008 10:38 PM

Model Week

After SXSW, it was so nice to have a “regular” week. For me that meant working 3 different day jobs, hosting open mic, running to meetings and lunches, and playing two gigs. But there were also hours when I got to be at home and follow my own schedule. Ahhhh.
Poor David's Marquee
I had big fun playing at Poor David’s Pub in Dallas on Saturday. Even though the club has only been in that location for a couple of years, it already feels full of history and good juju. You a sense that the audience is super comfortable, but also has a reverence for music that keeps them open and listening. So cool and so rare. Yay!

Today I had to play model. I don’t know if that’s really what I was doing, but I felt like I was some kind of modeling school drop-out, who suddenly had to pose for Vogue. OK, maybe the stakes weren’t that high, it was just the photo shoot for my album cover. But I just get so self-conscious in front of the camera; all I can think to do is smile. Sometimes I wish I was back at 14 and taking pictures for the Seventeen cover model contest. I used to really get into it, I loved posing and thought I was going all the way. Oh, teen-age dreams!

I’m sure you’ll see all sorts of pics from today eventually, but check out the photographer, Todd Wolfson. He's got a super website.
Rabbit's T-shirt
We took some photos outside Rabbit’s bar on E. 6th street where there is a great wall of peeling paint. Rabbit and some of his friends were hanging out watching and I was kind of scared that they would be annoyed or mad at us artsy posers. But at the end of the shoot, Rabbit came up to me and said, “If I give you a T-shirt from my bar, will you wear it?” Heck yeah! And I’ll even go back for a beer.

Tuesday, March 18th, 2008 10:52 AM

SXSW Recap

My personal highlight for SXSW was signing my recording and publishing deals with MoonHouse Records. Wahoo! It’s been in the works and the legal departments for a long time and we didn’t really plan for it to happen this week, but SXSW is full of unexpected surprises. So Christine and I went out to the parking lot of Artz Rib House after my Wednesday night set and signed the papers. Yes, the parking lot. No cameras or champagne, I'm sure we'll get to that later, but right now we're all business. There's a record to put out! Then I got to walk around for the rest of the weekend feeling sorry for all the poor saps working it on 6th street, trying to get a record deal. Ahh, those were the starving years, I remember them fondly….last Tuesday. Now we’ve got lots of work to do, meeting with the graphic designer this week. Yay!

Aside from my own shows, I saw a wide variety of music, some good, some forgettable. There was the hippie string band, the Argentinian DJs, a smoky-voiced Brazilian beauty,  nerdy dance rockers, and singer-songwriters galore. The strangest transition was from hearing country star Deana Carter sing “Strawberry Wine” (can’t help but love it) at the fake Texas bar in the Direct TV studio, straight over to a tiny hot sweaty real Texas bar where The Golden Dogs from Toronto swept everyone up in their loud, driving, catchy rock. Whew! I loved them both, and I might be like 1 of 3 people who can say that.

Heloise and the Savoir Faire with me, Alison, Zach, and ElijahIt was also so fun to catch up and make new memories with my friends from Heloise and the Savior Faire. I was lucky enough to score them an apartment in my complex, so they were close by and we got to escape the downtown craziness together, plus I got to show off some of the treasures of the East Riverside neighborhood. Best pollo in town! Their show at the complex pool was an emotional highlight of the weekend. I couldn’t be there, but just hearing the stories of the trashy, beautiful debauchery that took place makes me jump for joy. I think it was probably the best day of this property's life. In this pic, we are celebrating the reveal of their brand new CD. It's soooo fun and I think "Downtown" is my new power song for the treadmill.

Tuesday, March 11th, 2008 2:23 PM

SXSW Preview

There is soooooo much going on and I'm usually such a homebody, but during SXSW, I stay up late, drink caffienated beverages, and squeeze in as much fun as possible. One year I wore my pedometer and clocked over 42 miles walking from club to club. Armed with a wristband and a sense of adventure and determination, there is no venue too far, no bouncer too burly, I will get into that show! Usually, it's not that hard. :)

If you are far from Austin, live vicariously through the SXSW website , direct TV broadcasts or Austin Chronicle .

I'm gonna try to get up early at least one day and head over to the Four Seasons where KGSR broadcasts live with all sorts of awesome music performances. For a $5 donation to Seton Shivers Cancer Center, you get breakfast, too!

Artists I really want to catch: Tift Merritt, Justin Townes Earle, Brett Dennen, Hanson (I know, but I've been told they're good now!), The Quebe Sisters, Blue Mountain, Deanna Carter, The Felice Brothers, Sia, Daniel Lanois, Heloise and the Savior Faire and Oh! I'm getting overwhelmed! I also always love the party at Hotel San Jose, it’s very chill and the music is always top notch.

And then there's the free food and beer. I always try to see how far I can get without paying for calories. Two years ago, I got so hungry, I broke down and ordered a slice of pizza on 6th street. But the cashier thought the guy next to me was buying for me, and he did! Success!

I love going to Flatstock , the poster show at the convention center. Last year I discovered Eleanor Grosch’s cool animals and the super special designs by Hammerpress . So many creative folks are showing and selling their wares, it’s really inspiring, especially when I’m about to put out a new CD…

Ok, it’s time to get out the colored markers, highlighters and make a huge spreadsheet that is overly ambitious. I love how there are all sorts of ways to add events to my own iCal. Technology is so cool. I’m sure by Friday I’ll have abandoned the whole thing and just be following my friends.  But I love to make plans, so here I go!

P.S. Another really fun thing I got to do this week was to work with Chris and Christine at MoonHouse studio, polishing up and demo-ing a song to pitch around Nashville. It was a cool creative exercise and fun to be making music in the midst of all this business. You know I’ll let you know if we get it cut!
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Monday, February 4th, 2008 12:30 PM

Harmony and Hope

Laid Back BrianI had so much fun singing harmonies and background vocals for Brian Kremer’s upcoming CD. It’s all sounding really good and the songs are just great. Also, it’s just a really nice way to spend a day: hanging out with friends, eating cheese and crackers and chocolate and singing a few lines of music over and over again. Actually, compared to Chris Gage, who has produced my albums, Brian was a very laid-back producer. He was happy with my performance on the 2nd or 3rd take. I was shocked. “You don’t want me to sing it twelve more times?!” It’s cool to see how the creative process is different for everyone. Southpaw Jones and Seela were also in the sessions and I love their voices, so I’m really happy to be on a record with them.

Southpaw SingingI’ve got some exciting stuff happening that I don’t want to write too much about, because it is all still very tentative. But I just wanted to share my pinch-me moment of last week. Someone very close to Reba to her about ME. What!? Awesome. OK, that’s it. Back to cleaning toilets. For now. ☺

I don't usually like to talk politics when you mostly care about music, but I LOVE election time. Did you know I wanted to be President for a long time before I became a songwriter? I get so caught up in the excitement and possibility and when I hear an inspiring speech, I get all teary and fired up. That's what happens every time I hear Barack Obama and that's what I want my president to sound like. I want a president who can reach the hearts of Americans and inspire them to be their best, to see the best in each other and to move forward with productive policy that benefits everyone. Obama is the first candidate in a long time that makes me believe this is possible.

Abi, Southpaw, and AaronSo for what it's worth, this one American artist is going to vote for Obama. If you want to know more about him, it's all at his website . I recommend watching his South Carolina victory speech or this music video/Obama remix by Will.i.am.

And whomever you support, please vote and make your voice heard!

Thursday, January 24th, 2008 11:51 AM

Inspiration

I’ve been inspired this week. To be creative, to keep working, to take chances and to go ahead even if it’s not under the most perfect circumstances. Here are three sources of my inspiration.

Gee's Bend QuiltI’m planning to make a quilt with my friends for another friend who is getting married. For quilting inspiration, I turned to the Quilts of Gee’s Bend , one of my favorite books, based on the Museum of Fine Arts in Houston’s exhibition. You might have seen these touring the country or even on the postage stamp last year.  I love these quilts and am so overwhelmed with the beauty that I almost can’t look at some of them. The colors are bright and saturated, and combined in unexpected ways. I love geometric shapes and frames and repetition, which many of them contain. But the quilters often mess with traditional patterns and symmetry and turn one block upside-down or backwards. But what melts my heart the most is how so much of the quilts’ beauty comes out of scarcity, ingenuity and imperfection. The lines aren’t straight, or the fabric doesn’t match. Maybe the quilter ran out of the fabric she was using, so she just switched to another color that suddenly cast the whole piece in a new light. Some are made out of work clothes that have holes and patches full of softness and stories and subtle color gradations. The creative process seems so liberated and exposed in these quilts. I imagine the women who made them didn’t wait to have all the materials they wanted, they used what was available. They didn’t plan everything out perfectly and work systematically, they just dove in with a rough plan and dealt with obstacles and challenges as they came. Gee's Bent QuiltThe finished pieces couldn’t have been made so beautifully any other way. I want my creative process to be like that. I don’t want to wait around for the perfect time or place or for the perfect idea to come to me fully formed. I want to dive in and start making something and follow where my ideas take me. Hopefully some place I’ve never been before!

Last night I saw Grace Potter and the Nocturnals . She rocked. Just plain and simple. Her songs weren’t my favorite, but the band’s energy was just so engaging and I can see why people want to have a big loud band and play for screaming fans. There’s a part of me that wants that, but I realized last night that I’ve been feeling a little guilty about that. When I talk about my new CD, which has some pretty rockin’ songs, there’s a small part of me that is apologizing for the electric guitars and drums. I feel I have some kind of obligation or responsibility to be perky and acoustic. Where does that come from? Maybe because I’m a pleaser and I think that’s what people want. But Grace Potter sure pleased me when she threw her head back and wailed on that electric guitar. Maybe some of my rock songs will just please different people. Or maybe they’ll just please me and that’s enough. ☺

 
My third source of inspiration this week was you. I started using Constant Contact for my e-mail manager and it was really fun to create an html message with pictures and links . I think it’s going to help me connect with my listeners more authentically and also find out what they are interested in.  My favorite feature of the service is the tracking. I can see how many people have opened the message and what they clicked on. The results are still coming in, but so far, the overwhelmingly most popular link in my message was the one that linked to my show schedule. That means what you care about most is when I’m coming back to play in your town. What a coincidence! Traveling and playing shows is may favorite part of the job. So you inspired me to book more shows. Hope to see you soon!

Sunday, January 13th, 2008 11:20 AM

Back to Work!

New Year's Party Bar

 

I had such a nice vacation. I just put all work and worry aside and was social for 3 weeks straight. I feel like I must be growing up or getting settled or something, but I’ve never had so many parties and events to go to as this holiday season. And then I hosted a holiday show at Flipnotics, which was hilarious, a Christmas party at my house AND a New Year’s Eve party. As you can imagine, I haven’t wanted to cook or clean anything since Jan 1.  But it really felt perfect, because I got a good break from thinking about music and the music business, and now I’m entering 2008 with tons of energy and focus and just in time to plan my world take-over. Here we go!

 

Christine, Bill, and Chris Recording vocalsSo we got back to work in the studio in December and recorded more last week and the new record is so close to being done! Chris is now in the mixing stage, and he’s filling in little holes in songs with mandolin or electric guitar or whatever each tune needs. Everything is just so sparkly and alive and each time I hear it, I like it more and more. Last week Buzz Evans came in to record pedal steel on three songs and was just super. I am in utter awe of the instrument, and his was custom made and even more complex than any other steel I’ve seen. It was practically a computer with all the buttons and strings and pedals and levers. Needless to say, he sounds amazing on the record.  More news on the release will be coming soon.


Brian and Kingsley
The other thing that is getting closer to being done is a new website. I’m so glad to have my friend Brian helping me, especially because our work sessions often involve late nights and red wine. We got a little loopy the other night, thinking every font change or formatting mistake was sooo funny. But my mean cat, Kingsley, kept us in line. Ooh, those claws!

 

 

 

 

 

Thursday, November 29th, 2007 11:38 AM

Rings and Things

BackstageI had the most fun being a part of HopeStone’s “Exclusive Engagement” performance at Bailey Banks and Biddle in the Houston Galleria. First I sang “Waiting for a Ring,” which I couldn’t resist, since it’s practically made to be sung in a diamond store. Then I started into “Hand Over Your Heart” as 6 dancers in wedding dresses and suits came marching into the store and leaped and spun and hoisted each other up into the air, avoiding the glass cases and cocktail-sipping onlookers. Did I mention that all this time I was wearing an ivory, off-the-shoulder, drop-waist wedding gown with a train? I’m still hoping to get some pics of the performance, but here is one I snapped on my phone of the dancers getting ready backstage, or as the BBB staff call it: the storage room. Oh, this life is so exciting!


Brian and Lauren eating TacosThe next week I got to go on a 24-hour tour with my band, Brian and Lauren. It can honestly be called a tour since we played two shows and stayed in a hotel. The shows were a bit weird, but I love being in the car with friends and these are two good traveling companions. We found some of the best breakfast tacos ever at Ramos Restaurant in Manor, TX as we were waiting for the sound engineer to arrive at The Oaks. I love that we sat in the parking lot and ate them. No divas here!

Thursday, October 18th, 2007 12:18 PM

Nashville Trip, New Pics

   So I road-tripped to Nashville a couple of weeks ago and it was really wonderful. I got a little burned out on traveling this summer, so I was nervous that my weekend on the road would be stressful and lonely, but for some reason, I was open-minded and relaxed and I actually felt like I got more done and had more fun that I would have at home. Part of it was having a free place to stay and a room to myself (Thanks Bonnie), but I think two things contributed to my good time: I just got over two things that have been holding me back lately. 1. I sat at the bar and talked to the people next to me. I didn’t have any earth-shattering conversations, but I met some nice people, passed the time and got to practice my conversation skills. I HAVE to talk to strangers all the time, so I need to get good at making them like me right away. I did chicken out on talking to Carolyn Dawn Johnson who sat next to me at the bar at 3rd and Linsley, but celebrities are just another story all together. Has anyone written a self-help book yet about how to talk to celebrities like a normal person? I never know if I should play it cool or gush or talk about something else entirely. Especially when I’m a writer, she’s a singer, it could get awkward… Oh, well. One can’t conquer all her phobias in a weekend!

   The other thing I just had to chill out and do, was listen to music like a normal person. I’ve been so critical and analytical and caught up in the biz that I feel like I’ve really forgotten what’s its like to just enjoy and be moved by music. I’m not a huge blues fan, but I went to see Gary Nicholson do his “Whitey Johnson” show and had a great time just being there with no expectations. Maybe it’s good that I’m “not that into” the style of music they were doing, because I wasn’t looking for that elusive moment of brilliance to be there. It was just a really nice way to spend an evening and when you’re out of town and hardly know anyone, a nice way to spend an evening is all you really want.

    I’m not a good model. And I don’t mean that I’m not pretty, but I just get reallyRed Dress Sit self-conscious and don’t know what to do when someone points a camera at me. I have a smile, and a smaller, family-photo smile, and a really-big-happy smile, but that looks maniacal on film. So, I finally got Alison to come with me to a photo shoot and direct me. She told me when my head was tilted wrong or my back was slouched. She fixed my hair and picked out locations, while Matt, our fearless photog dealt with all the technical stuff.  And this time, we got tons of good pictures!  Of course there are sill some stinkers in there, but I think the ratio is closer to  a proper model’s than I’ve ever come. See….

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Sunday 11/12/06 Austin, TX

For the past two weeks, I've been keeping a running list of things to write about here. It's gotten pretty long, so hopefully I can pick out the most interesting tid-bits and avoid that "I don't care what you had for breakfast!" reaction. I think that being boring and mundane is probably the fear of every blogger, but it doesn't seem to weigh too heavily on most. With that introduction, I offer the details on my week.

I don't usually live the Rock 'n' Roll lifestyle, with groupies and drugs in the dressing rooms, but I got a little closer this week . On November 2, I went to La Zona Rosa for ME Television's Rock N Roll Dia-- a day of the dead celebration full of latin rock -- with my friend Deidre, who also happens to be Music Director at ME. We were immediately embraced by a skeleton-costumed VJ, Paul Saucido, who sent us backstage to meet the headlining band, Jumbo, in from Monterey, Mexico. I've been backstage at LZR before, usually in the glamourous capacity of catering staff for a bar mitzva, and it's a pretty basic, dirty series of little rooms. That night it was exploding with people, stylish musicians and their entourage, and girls. Girls, girls, girls. One of the guys from the band pointed out to us their private stash of whisky in a back room. We walked in to a tiny dressing room full of coats and cases and bottles of liquor. On the couch, squished in with three girls, was a guitar player trying to tune and warm up for the show. Three more girls stood around the tiny room looking uncomfortable and unsure of exactly what to do. I was baffled by the girls in there. Were they fans who were just too nervous to talk to the band? Were they shipped in to entertain and doing a bad job? Or were they just so excited to be backstage that they refused to leave even if they had no interest in what was going on? The gracious musician offered us some whisky. We tried to talk to the guy, but quickly realized that there was enough akwardness in the room without us trying to pay for our liquor with conversation. Deidre and I wound our way out through the crowd, grabbed a tamale from the catering table, and headed out to actually listen to the tunes, which were seriously hot. I don't think I have any potential as a groupie. If the alternative is being a nobody in the crowd having a good time, I'd take that any day.

I did feel like a minor South Austin Rock star at the webcast taping I played last Saturday. Right in my neighborhood is a cool backyard TV set full of neon and old hippies and cowboys and brisket and "homegrown" and Shiner Beer. The crowd was amazingly supportive and so welcoming and under the almost full moon, I felt like I was on some alternate, yet more authentic, version of Austin City Limits. Despite cameras being mere inches from my face and the mic placed at a funny angle, I had a really good time playing. Soon, it should be up on TVKnob for you to watch, too.

For those who keep up with my self-help endeavors, I'll let you know that I'm reading and enjoying SARK's Make Your Creative Dreams Real: A Plan for Procrastinators, Perfectionists, Busy People, and People Who Would Really Rather Sleep All Day. I am All of the Above and in love with self improvement, so I'm finding it quite inspiring. Right now, my calendar is covered with tiny post-it notes that have "micromovements" written on them. We'll see how long this lasts. Now, see that defeatist thinking. Stop it. I know I can acheive my dreams! There, that's better. Just finished up a song about it, too. You'll hear it soon.

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My latest self-help endeavor.

Brian in his new Abi Tapia T-shirt!

 

Monday 10/30/06 Austin, TX

I just voted. Yes, I know it's not election day, but we have this awesome system of early voting in Texas. You can go to any polling place in the county and cast your ballot starting two weeks before the election. Wahoo! I love voting. I think I'm going to call everyone I know and remind them to vote. I'm going to remind you right now. Don't forget to vote! And vote for people who will reform the voting system!

Last week I saw Melissa Ferrick at Stubb's in Austin. She put on a really great show. My favorite since I first opened for her waaay back in 1999. I also got a copy of her new CD and I do recommend it. It's so full of energy and honesty and sing-a-longs.

Last Wednesday, at the last minute, Southpaw Jones called me to play with him and Graham Weber at Cafe Mundi. It was rainy and wet outside, but so cozy inside. We played without amplification and sang harmonies and I was so happy to just be hanging out and playing music with my friends for a room full of nice people. Austin is great for that.

I drove up to Dallas for a show at Uncle Calvin's on Friday night. Now that the Turkey Shop has reopened at exit 360, I have to choose between a fresh carved smoked turkey sandwich and a sausage, sourkraut and swiss kolache at the Czech Stop (exit 353). It often depends on who is in the car with me, and this time it was Alison and Turkey Shop. We also got a side of the Pea Salad which looks really gross, but is strangely great, if you like mayonaise, peas, onions and smoked cheese. Top it all off with a diet Dr. Pepper and I'm sure most of you are gagging, but I was very content. Luckily had 5.5 hours to digest before the show.

I didn't get to buy it because I had a full tank, but I saw gas selling for $1.95. Feels like the good ol' days of 2005.

Graham Weber at Cafe Mundi.

Wednesday 10/18/06 Austin, TX or is it Orlando?

It's been quite a week. I'm drinking my coffee and trying to get into the swing of of another day. Thinking back on the past few days, I don't quite feel like I've been in Austin. With shy-high aerial dance, boy bands, and costumed role-playing, it feels like I'm living in a Florida theme park. I'll explain. . . .

Friday, I went to see my friend Nicole and Blue Lapis Light perform Requiem on the skeleton of a building. Intel was going to build their corporate headquarters in downtown Austin, but when the dot-com bubble burst, they abandoned a half-finished construction site that has been sitting in the middle of town for five years. The whole story is a bit of a fiasco, what with tax-breaks and federal buyouts, but the one good thing to come out of it all is that a site-specific aerial dance is being performed on, in and around the building this month. I've seen aerial dance before and was really impressed, so I was excited to see what the company would do with this location. But when the lights came up on the dancers high above the ground, I suddenly remembered that I'm afraid of heights. The whole dance was beautiful and exciting, but I never could quite suspend my disbelief and imagine them as angels capable of flying and dancing in midair. I saw the ropes and wires and what's worse, imagined them snapping and people falling. My hands were sweating and several times I actually had to turn away. I was really surprised at myself. I think I need to take a trapeze class or start mountain climbing to get over this fear.

Saturday, I played at Ruta Maya for The Right Marry Benefit concert. The Austin Chronicle described the show well: "Eclectic doesn't cover it." Southpaw Jones did a great set, I had fun playing as always at Ruta Maya, and then Stanley Roy and The Pig Lovers took the stage. Stanley was dressed as a punk-rock prince charming and delivered punchy, poignant tunes on Ukulele, backed by a really tight rhythm section. My fave was "Love, why did you fuck me?" Next, I literally got a cramp from laughing so hard at Cedar Fever. They are Austin's only boy band and they sing and dance (no instruments, of course) to Backstreet Boys covers and their original songs like "You Gave me the Clap." See the video here. I was too exhausted to hang out for the rapper from Houston and Journey cover band. Oh, being an artist gets you into really wacky situations sometimes, and I like it.

Speaking of getting into wacky situations, I've got to tell you about last night. Bonnie Whitmore who sings and plays bass with me, called me to play at this private party, and it was a kind of musical Odyssey for us. We weren't just hired as the band, but as a kind of entertainment concept in which hitchhiking musicians are picked up by a busload of tourists and sing to them on the way to a party, where they then become the band. We had to wear costume-y clothes and sing classic country, so it was definitely a "for the money" kind of gig, but since I love wearing costume-y clothes and singing classic country, it was also really fun. Especially since I got to play with Bonnie and her sister Eleanor who is an amazing fiddle and mandolin player and singer. (You might have seen her with Slaid Cleaves, Kelly Willis, or Bruce Robison) With our curly hair in three different colors, we made a pretty cute trio, if I do say so myself. Very girl-group. Look out Pussycat Dolls! We took turns taking the lead on each song, so I got to sing harmony on a lot of the tunes which I love and don't get to do very often. Also, we played at the Broken Spoke and people danced, which I consider a major milestone for a Texas artist. I lost her in the crowd, but Phoebe Snow, fiddle player for the Hudsons, was in there, too and we shared a seat on the bus and sawed a few tunes on the way to the Spoke. Thanks, Phoebe! Only in Austin?

All the sidewalk is a stage.

Bonnie, Abi and Eleanor: somehow simlar to . . .

Cedar Fever: hard core.

 

What a torso!

Thursday 10/12/06 Austin, TX

I've been slacking on my picture taking this week. Several times I thought "Bring your camera tonight." But I kept forgetting. I wanted to get a picture of the band playing together at Green Mesquite (or maybe one of us wolfing down green beans and onion rings on our break). I wanted to take a picture at the LIVE STRONG Challenge -all those inspiring folks riding over the finish line after raising so much money and biking for hours. I could have taken a picture of all this rain we've been hit with. Oh, well, I'll try to be better this week.

In addition to playing the benefits, I've been doing a bit of volunteer work as a non-musician civilian this week. I registered voters on Monday and Tuesday and went to a volunteer orientation at the Red Cross. I've also been working on reaching my fundraising goal for the AIDS walk this weekend. After sending out a couple of e-mails, I had only raised $10. I was mortified to show up at the registration and admit that I hadn't reached my goal. But my generous friends and family cam through and I surpassed my goal. Thanks so much. I'm excited to walk on Sunday and help people living with AIDS in Austin. All this volunteer work is really fun and energizing, but I felt a little guilty for maybe avoiding my other work. I'm sure it will all come back around in some way.

I taped a podcast yesterday with host Jeffrye Tveraas. In a month or so, it will be posted at www.austinconnection.net. We chatted about the road and songwriting and I played a few songs: "Cried Wolf", "Get It And Go", "Not Tired of Flying", and "Hand Over Your Heart." I hope you will listen when it's out. I am also scheduled to tape a video webcast in November, so that will be a good way to see a show if I haven't played in your town lately.

I've got all my T-shirts printed up now and I'm excited for you to see them. Here are some pics of Alison modeling a couple of styles. I've got to figure out a good way for you to buy online. For now, if you want a T, send me an e-mail with the size and color you want.

Wednesday 10/4/06 Austin, TX

I'm trying to work an 8 hour day. Lot's of people do and I imagine that I could cross off everything on my to do list. But I'm sleepy. Is sleeping work? The bed is just in the other room, or I could lie down on this couch here. . .

So I'm going to see a movie tonight called "For the Love of Dolly." It's a documentary about the obsessive fans of Ms. Parton. I figured that I should listen to a little Dolly to get in the mood, and the first song on Greatest Hits Vol. 1 is "9 to 5." That's me! 9 to 5, 8-hour day, coffee, waiting for the ship to come in. No boss or raises, but still. That Dolly, she's such a prophet. I'm totally motivated now.

Last weekend was full of fun shows. The airport with the band is always fun, and the guy who stars in Lucky Louie, Loius CK, sat and ate a taco and listened to us. I think that show is so dirty and funny and wrong. It's one of my late-night hotel TV guilty pleasures.

Thursday night I played an in-the-round show with a bunch of great gals. Anais Mitchell and Karen Mal are gorgeous and The Ginn Sisters were there (and gorgeous), too. Since I had my own mic, I decided to sing 3rd part harmony on practically all of their songs and they couldn't stop me! I don't think they wanted to though, thankfully, and it was so much fun. They sang on my songs, too which is always so nice.

Friday was a gorgeous night at the Iguana Grill with the band. The sun set during our first set and the air really cooled down. All us gals chowed down on chips & queso and margaritas during our set break, I mean we were shovelling that cheese in. I haven't done that in a while, but it was delicious and a pretty funny moment.

Saturday was the sweetest house concert in my aunt and uncle's backyard. Candles and people sitting on blankets and BBQ. I love Texas!

Dolly and Kenny are singing "Islands in the Stream," so I'd better get back to work. Online Journal: Check!

One of my favorite movies.

Mexican Martinis at the Iguana Grill. Bonnie ate 30 olives, I think!

30 Feels Good.

The wood-fire heated Dutchtubs.

Wednesday 9/27/06 Austin, TX

Ahhh, Coffee. That is another thing that happened to me this summer. I started drinking coffee every morning. I have almost become one of those people who needs coffee to feel normal, something I resisted for a long time. One morning in North Carolina, I sat down at the counter at Bob Evans and the waitress came over to greet me. She offered coffee and I made some trite, predictable comment like "Yes, please and make sure it's not decaf!" Having waited tables at breakfast for years, I heard those types of comments dozens of times a day, and I was mortified to have joined the ranks, not only of coffee drinkers, but of those who talk about drinking coffee. I am trying to accept it, though. I think it's OK, it's only one or two cups a day and there are worse things I could be ingesting. Right now, this morning, it feels just right.

I think that it might bother me because drinking coffee is something your parents do, old people who don't have all the energy of youth. Now I'm 30 and to those youth, I'm old. I'm generally fine with it. I've done a lot and learned a lot and certainly wouldn't want to be 20 again - emotionally. But my health insurance premiums went up by almost 50%, my back is stiff in the morning and I'm drinking coffee. Pretty soon I'll have all sorts of wrinkles and gray hair and I'll have to accept the real effects of aging, not just some arbitrary, symbolic birthday. More challenges ahead and new topics to write about. Yay! Oh, no. Wait. Please God, don't let me write a hot flash song.

So my birthday was this weekend! (Alison's, too.) We went out to Marfa, TX for desert air, minimalist art, and the El Cosmico ground breaking. There was camping and BBQ and great music. I got to see Tift Merritt live for the first time and she was great. Such a dynamic performer, dancing around everywhere and shaking that tambourine. Amy Cook and Lil' Cap'n Travis really rocked, too. I hung out in these cool Dutch hot tubs with a bunch of architecture students from UT. We talked about sustainable building and tried to keep our legs untangled while soaking in the 104 degree water. Then I was snuggled up under my down comforter, on my air mattress in the tent while the steel guitar whined from the not-too-far off stage. I slept so well. I've got to find a way to spend more time in West Texas.

I'm excited for this weekend's shows: two with the band and a song swap and house concert! Then a birthday party with my friends. I love being home!

Monday 9/18/06 Austin, TX

It's been soooooo great to be home. Even the term "home" is relative because since I got to Texas, I've spent nights in Denton and San Antonio and took a day-trip to Hempstead, but mostly, I've been in my apartment, in Austin, and that is amazing. Don't worry, I haven't lost my wanderlust, I just need a break.

So what has this homebody been doing? Well, I've played 5 shows and they have all been fun. It's so nice to see familiar faces and catch up with people, especially Lauren Gurgiolo and Bonnie Whitmore, my wonderful band. I just love playing with these girls. I'm up there doing my thing, like always, but I've got this steady support from the bass and all this texture from the electric guitar and then sweet harmonies on top of it all. Yay! I sometimes get all excited in the middle of a song and just dance a couple extra steps. I'd like to add a drummer, too, but I'm so enjoying this arrangement, I kind of just want to go with it for a while.

I've also been getting out to see a bit of music around town. I met some friends at the crowded, but classic Thursday night hang, Shady Grove, to see Kelly Willis. Nothing earth-shattering, just a nice night with some of my favorite songs. Her voice is so strong and slinky and she's beautiful and has four kids! So inspiring. I've also been hearing about Brennen Leigh at Evangeline Cafe, so I caught her regular Tuesday night show there. She sings a lot of classic country and bluegrass as well as her own stuff which sounds classic. I loved her low, low alto and white cowboy boots. The food at Evangeline (Cajun) didn't impress me, but I liked the atmosphere. It's old Austin recreated in a strip mall and the crowd is old Austin too. Where else will you see a couple of tie-dyed hippies two-stepping? I love it.

Getting home also means getting back to my subscription to SELF, so I can continue the cycle of self-improvement. For me, it's a cycle because it's full of backsliding, disappointment, acceptance of myself as I am and then on to the next plan that's going to make me the perfect completely productive, creative, happy, self actualized person I want to be. It sounds really depressing when you put it like that, but it keeps life interesting and I think in the long run, I do get somewhere. I'm going to be 30 this week. Makes me look back on the past 5, 10, 15 years and Yes, I've definitely gotten somewhere. And since I've exercised for like 10 straight days in a row, I'm currently very happy about where I am.

Baritone is going well. I am working through Rubank's Elementary Method for Baritone. I almost bought the Intermediate Method, but I now realize I would have skipped alot of the fundamentals that I really need to practice. Now that I've fully realized how bad I am, I think I'll make some major improvements. On Friday I put on a little concert for Alison. The program included "Half Notes" and everyone's favorite, "Lightly Row."

I found all these, and more, in my various bags when I unpacked.

My cozy, messy office. Note the high-tech sound system.

In Harper's Ferry, I learned about The Niagara Movement, precursor to the NAACP.

I drove across the country's tallest single arch bridge. It spans the New River Gorge in West VA.

I take issue with the use of the word "fresh."

Monday 9/11/06 Austin, TX

Oh, where do I start? Why do I wait so long to write stories? Will I ever change? Enough questions. I'll just start somewhere.

One of my most challenging and exhilarating performances this summer was at my friends' pre-wedding party. Heidi and Miki had a wedding based on Indian tradition and the night before, we partied, got Mehndis (henna tattoos), and sang and danced. Over half of the people at the party were Indian and are part of a community in Columbus, Ohio that gets together often for a Sangeet - to sing and dance and chant in Hindi. This was completely new for lots of the wedding guests, and I was fascinated by the beautifully colored and embroidered saris, the rhythms of the one drum and the hypnotizing melodies. Everyone was friendly and welcoming, bringing us white girls up to dance with the middle aged Indian women, showing us how to get our shoulders into it. When Miki's dad found out that I was a "professional" singer, I was asked to share a couple of songs with the party. So from the encompassing sound of thirty women singing and dancing together, to me. I picked up my guitar, took off my heels and picked my way across the carpet through what seemed like masses of people sitting on every flat surface. Mr. Kapoor introduced me and held a hand-held microphone up to my mouth. I looked out at the people gathered there, and it felt to me like one of those movie moments when someone walks in to a bar, the record scratches and everyone turns to look. Only I was in a Bollywood movie. I knew my friends were out there somewhere, I knew that lots of the people, the young people especially, were just as American and aware of country and folk music as I am, even though they were dressed in saris. But I was nervous and overwhelmed and for the first time in a while, scared that no one was going to get what I was doing. I just felt like such an outsider. I don't know how I made it through two songs without breaking down into fits of laughter or tears, because I felt on the verge of both. Afterward, lots of people complimented me, and I was reassured and reminded of how universal music is. But it was also a good reminder of how homogeneous my everyday world is. Growth comes from stretching outside my comfort zone, so I'm thankful for Mr. and Mrs. Kapoor and all their friends and family for giving me that chance this year. I wonder what other exciting performances are in my future. "A Biker's Christmas" might be another growth opportunity. . .

I picked out a bunch of Audiobooks for my trip, classics I thought. But I discovered that several of them were self-help books in disguise. Or maybe I'm just so focused on improving myself that I turn every story into a lesson, a how-to. Walden by Thoureau: how to simplify your life and find happiness (if you live in 1859). To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee: how to be the perfect parent (Ask yourself "What Would Atticus Finch Do?"). Speaking of Mockingbird, how can this country still be so full of inequality when that's one of our most popular pieces of literature? Maybe more people need to think of it as self-help.

I was lent a Baritone this summer and I'm really excited to re-learn to play it. I spent about 6 months in Jr. High playing the Baritone as a transition form Trumpet to Tuba, which was my instrument for rest of my band career. There are a couple of rag-tag brass bands in Austin that are lacking a bottom, so I'm in the market for a sousaphone, but this Baritone just fell into my arms, so I figured I'd work on that first. I'm really bad. Wow. It's amazing what 12 years of not playing an instrument will do! So I've got to go back to basics and hopefully work my way up to "When The Saints Go Marching In" and "Louie, Louie" before I get bored and give up. So many dreams. . . Anyone out there have a Tuba lying around?

Yesterday I played at the Tour de Pink. It's a bike ride that raises money for Breast Cancer Awareness and Education. It was hot, but all I had to do was stand in a shady spot and sing. Everyone else was out there riding bikes and I was so impressed. I want to challenge myself in that way, reach a physical goal and a fundraising goal. I want a pink jersey. I'll have to get a bike and get out there on it, but that's fun. Next year I'll get applause for crossing the finish line, not just singing at it.

I got a little burned out on taking pics last month. That means I've got nothing from New York or North Carolina. But West Virginia woke up the photographer in me, so all this weeks pics are from our most mountainous state. (I'm guessing on that, Colorado might argue. )

Last gas I bought was $2.55/gal. $3.29 ended up being my (American) summer high. Whew.

Riding bikes with Mom (that's her) in Haliburton.

Possibly the best 1 star hotel in America!

Wednesday 8/10/06 Haliburton, ONTARIO

Here I am in lovely cottage country Canada enjoying sunny weather, a clear lake and activities like shuffleboard, Liverpool (my current favorite card game) and chasing after my young cousins. It strange and wonderful, the opportunity to escape from politics, gas prices, and other daily stresses. I kept thinking that I didn't need another vacation, that I'd taken enough time off this summer, but on the drive across Michigan and Ontario Saturday, I was working myself into a tizzy. Alternately listening to Howard Zinn and Bill Mahr and then composing letters to the editor in my mind, and thinking that 110 kilometers/hour was way too slow. I think I needed to take a break more than I realized.

The last two shows last week were quit fun, though. Aroma Cafe and the people in Champaign were as welcoming as ever and I love that curried chicken salad! Thanks to The Buzz for comparing me to a "one woman Dixie Chicks" and for saying I have "a million times more street cred" than Kelly Clarkson. I'm not sure on which street, but I'll take it.

Schuler Books and Music in Grand Rapids is one of those great independent bookstores that seem fewer and farther between these days. I just walk in there and get inspired. I want to read everything, listen to all the CDs and write letters on every bit of stationary. Then they have cool events like music every Friday night in their little theater, and it's more than a store, it's a community gathering place. OK. I sound like I'm in advertising now. Sorry, but I just learned that on any given night, 70% of Americans are at home watching TV. Places like Schuler Books give us something else to do, and we need it.

One more thing. I had really good motel luck last week. After my May tour, I had sworn off 1-star hotels, but with gas at $3.29*, I felt Econo Lodge was all I could afford. I got lucky with the basics, plus wireless internet, mini-fridge and microwave. Oh, how easily I am satisfied. My own bed and shower and late night cable feels so good sometimes.

*At first, I felt it kind of ridiculous to actually write how much I was paying for gas. Inevitably, a month goes by and it seems quaint that we thought such things extreme. But that's kind of interesting in and of itself, so I think I'll keep a record of it. Once in 2000, I took a picture of the gas sign because I was so shocked at the price. It was $1.69. I expect to pay $1.10 per liter in Canada this weekend. I'm not good with my currency or measurement conversions, but I know that's an awful lot.

Bench in EastSide Milwaukee.

Southpaw LOVES being in the car with 3 girls.

Thursday 8/4/06 Milwaukee, WI

This is a really cute city. I was skeptical before I arrived because the only thing I've really heard about this town was from Norah Jones and her band who said it was the worst stop of their tour. Must have been circumstances because I've had a great time. Shopping, eating, walking by Lake Michigan (what are those nasty flies??!) and playing at Art Bar where they actually had really good art and super nice people. Too bad about that whole winter thing. I'll be back again, though.

So, I'm on the road alone again. It's a hard transition after traveling all month with the Austin Carpool Jamboree. The tour had it's ups and downs, but we really ended with a CrashBoomBang of a show at McGonigel's Mucky Duck in Houston on Sunday night. A full house of people actually listening! Imagine that. After speeding tickets, canceled gigs, 15 hour drives, screaming fights (not with each other), and $3.09 a gallon for gas, it was so nice to have things go right for the last night. I miss Southpaw, Tiff, Brit, and Bill already!

Before I left town, I hit the Austin Public Library and raided the Audio Book section. You can check out up to 20 items and it doesn't cost anything! I love it. They do have a limited selection, heavy on the classics and bestsellers, but when I'm driving for hours, anything will distract me. Plus, when I haven't paid for it, and I'm going to be sitting there doing nothing anyway, it seems like a good time to catch up on those books that everyone seems to have read or is supposed to have read.

All this qualifying is to explain why I've been listening to Clan of the Cave Bear for the past 3 days. I remember everyone's mom reading this in the 80's and it always seemed intriguing and intimidating to me. It was so thick (17 CDs) and had a cave woman on the cover. What could it be about? I'm finding the plot interesting enough to keep me awake and the writing is strange. It's this kind of historical/anthropological prose that uses Latin names to describe things and sometimes names animals by telling what they would later evolve into. Also, it's a kind of feminist take on Neanderthal Man, which I'm guessing was pretty radical in 1980, but seems kind of simplistic in 2006. The main character has an inclination to do the "male's work" of hunting and we are sympathetic in her struggle to be accepted as a woman who hunts. Sounds like the struggles of the 70's. It's interesting to think about it in relation to the discussions we are having now about division of labor in the US, where a few people are starting to suggest that women are wasting their education and skills when they leave the work force to stay home and raise kids. It seems like things have changed more in the past 25 than the 25,000 years before that. Let's keep talking about it!

Rainy day in Washington. Yes, that's a color picture!

Portsmouth Island, Park of the Cape Lookout National Seashore

Monday 6/26/06 Washington, DC

Rain, Rain , Vacation Brain, Go away! It's grey gloomy day in the nation's capital and I'm still thinking about hot sunny days at the beach. It always takes me so long to re-start after total relaxation. The work seems to be so much, yet so unimportant. Would it really be so bad if I just read books, watched movies, ate yummy food and played music for another week? Or two? I suppose I should be grateful for the rain. If it was a sunny day, I'd be out collecting stamps for my National Parks Passport. I just got it and am unnaturally obsessed with visiting all the parks and having my passport canceled. Get your own here.

I spent a couple of days at the Kerrville Folk Festival at the beginning of June. I had fun playing cards and cooking on a camp stove, but it was brutally hot, I caught the intestinal crud that was going around, the rivers were too low to float down, and didn't really get to hear much music, so it wasn't a great year for me. Sometimes life is like that. On the plus side, Tiffani Ginn and I sat around and drank Jack and Coke for hours, litereally. We had nothing to do for long enough that we actually got inspired to finish a song we'd started a couple of years ago. It's called "Rival" and might still need a little work, but I think it's a fun one. Very sassy.

Then it was off to Nashville for more writing. Didn't get much of a song with Brent Rogers, even though he's a good guy and great songwriter, but I did write one on my own. In the car, of course. It's called "Another State Line" and I like it.

The next few days were a whirlwind with shows in Nashville, Atlanta, Chattanooga and Beaufort, NC. I had two flat tires in 24 hours, so if I wasn't playing or driving, I was having a tire changed. I feel so lucky that I didn't get hurt or have to miss any of the shows. So lucky.

My week in Ocracoke was filled with sun, sand, ferries, clam-digging (we got enough for a big pot of chowder!), bacon, coffee, bikes, brouge, books and of course, avoiding "work." I played two shows at good ol' Howard's Pub there for the seafood eating crowds. I learned a bunch of cover songs and had so much fun playing them. I can't beleive how much good music has been made and sometimes it's just really fun to play the songs that everybody knows. Plus, I always learn something new to add to my bag of tricks for songwritng. Current faves: "Bring It On Home to Me" by Sam Cook and "Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?" by Carol King.

Books on Tape I've been enjoying: The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald and Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil byJohn Berendt. They are both examinations of privileged society and the peculiarities of a certain community. It's go0d for me to be reminded that money doesn't solve all one's problems. Flat tires, yes. Contentment, no.

Cafe du Monde for Beignets and Cafe Au Lait.

The all-important placement of the capo. Wildflower pic by Diane S. Litke.

Sunday 5/28/06 Austin, TX

The word "update" has been removed from my vocabulary. I'm trying to reintroduce it slowly. Bear with me.

OK. So Southpaw and I went on a tour. It was one day, but it still counts as a tour because we played in two cities, neither of which was Austin. We had lots of fun, playing with cows mooing at us and exploring the Golden Triangle Mall in Denton. I dragged Southpaw all around the significant landmarks from my junior-high days (First kiss at Black-eyed Pea, two houses, Jr. High alma mater, the house of the girls I was really jealous of). After the fun show at Banter, we hit Whataburger for sausage and eggs biscuits and milkshakes. Yikes! We had to vow not to eat like that when we're on tour for two weeks in July.

Then I had a quick and really fun tour to the Southeast. All the shows were great, I got to ride a 4-wheeler for the first time, and I vowed that I will never stay in a 1-star motel again. Two Econo Lodges in Mississippi with the locks broken off were the final straw. I feel like I've gone through some kind of rite of passage.

That tour ended with a fun three days in New Orleans. My friend and fellow traveling songwriter Natalia Zukerman was in Texas while I was in Alabama, so I originally suggested we meet in New Orleans while we were both on our way across the South. Alison hopped in the car with her in Austin and we met up at my friends' amazing guest house in Faubourg Marigny. (If you want to stay in the best place in NOLA, I'll give you rental details.) We mostly wandered Downtown, and the French Quarter, marveling at every inch of this amazing city, eating good food and trying to get an idea of how things are going with the Katrina recovery. Then we spent a morning in the Upper Ninth Ward cooking for volunteers who were helping to fix houses there. I just can't even begin to describe what we saw. There were just blocks and blocks of ruined empty house. It's very post-apocalyptic there and hard to believe it could be a livable place again. Other neighborhoods are getting back to normal, but there are so many hard decisions to be made. I had so many thoughts and feelings racing though my head and heart and stomach. Sometimes I felt like a gawker, driving around to see people's personal tragedy, but in the end, I am really happy that I have a better image of what's going on. I think we should all be paying attention to what's happening with the rebuilding and redevelopment on the Gulf Coast. The casino interests sure are!

Last weekend was the Wildflower Festival in Richardson, TX. I really had fun playing, but especially listening to the other great artists on the bill. Ruthie Foster, Vance Gilbert, Albert and Gage, Sara Hickman, Slaid Cleaves, Lisa Loeb and Shawn Colvin were all spectacular. All the performers on the Songwriter Stage were in the same hotel, so each night, we'd hang out in someone's room and play music or chat (thanks for the wine and cheese!) The festival is so well run and I just felt so happy to be a part of such a warm musical community. And congrats to my old friend Jud Caswell from Maine who was one of the winners in this year's songwriting contest! I was so inspired by all the acts, I even wrote a song this week.